Hello everyone! Hope this blog finds all of you well and in good spirits! I think I have to get back to work asap because just hanging around the house is driving me nuts! It is soo boring just hanging out here! Believe me there are some days where I am happy for the opportunity to take it easy and not move around too much! I am looking forward to the surgery! How crazy is that? Still haven't won the lottery yet...A few million dollars would make life ALOT easier in alot of ways! Probably be able to afford some experimental surgery that would save me from a colostomy bag! But in my research I have found no such surgery. The chemo last week kicked my butt a little. What is weird is that I am feeling soreness in my radiation area. I think I am frying my ability to father children! It feels like my "tubes" are getting fried! I guess it doesn't matter anyways because my wife is "fixed!" Who needs a vasectomy? Just fry the sperm into submission! I can father children still. They'll just have extra appendages! Maybe an arm growing out of their forehead so they can just shovel food into their mouths! Maybe a third eye for REAL 3-D vision! Poor little sperm! They were just minding their own business and my ass had to stab them in the back!
Today is Fathers Day so HAPPY FATHERS DAY to all of the Dads out there! My brother and I are taking our Dad out to dinner tonight. Just the 3 Becker men sitting around a table and B.S.ing. Should be entertaining! My Dad and I can compare what pills we are taking! Funny how we have this in common!
Going through this has opened my eyes to the fact that I need to be following my dreams a little bit more because no one lives forever and I need to be enjoying every day as if its my last. My wife is being so supportive during all of this. So are the kids. It must be strange for them on their side of this. Can't imagine what they think of all of this. My friends have been amazing. Some are a little put off by the cancer and don't know what to say, but for the most part they have been outstanding! Props to them!
Just remember that we only get one shot at this life and what you make of it is up to you. Period. If you aren't happy, do something about it! It's not rocket science people! It's life! Get a clue and do your thing! As long as you're not hurting anyone get up, get out and get to living! I am! As soon as this is behind me I am going to make some changes that will make me a happier person! I am already planning my strategy! Stay tuned! lol! It's only going to get more interesting as this goes along!
PEACE!!!
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